well things have changed.
she started to think that i am irritating.
I worried too much
I know i should'nt
But i love her too much.
I tried to not care.
But i failed.
I tried my best to leave her alone
But i still dont bear to.
I miss her every single seconds, single mins, single hour.
All this feelings are never nice.
all i know is i love her.
I dont want any thing to happen to her.
Well i stopped her from doing things.
maybe i am jealous or what so ever
i seriously hope she knows my feelings..
and stop whatever she is doing..
she says i am irritating, narrow minded, slow etc..
Does she mean it?
am i that not worthy?
Dear heavenly Father,
you lead me through all this things.
I will leave everything to you,
and let u guide me through,
i am really clueless about
what should i do.
she get angry so easily,
cause i am irritating,
so from now on i will
not tell her anymore
about how i feels, hope she know it.
i will just agree to whatever she says.
Heavenly father, you just remind her of things
and lead her too,
in doing the right thing.
and stop all the rubbish she is doing.
it makes me feels bad.