i am lacking of something
in life.
the feelings..
no one could explains..
how heart-pain it is.
it comes and goes.
times u made me happy
i really did appreciate it.
i love you alot.
thats what i know.
but the attitude
i received
well..
i dont know.
mayb u just express it
in a different way.
sometimes i felt so helpless.
i was too devoted,
till i neglect others who
cares about me.
as time passes by
they got sick of it.
now i only left you
to give me care and love.
well i guess God can help.
=)
its really true that
we should put God first
in everything.
thats what i learnt.
He gives us unconditional loves,
cares..
when we are being
somehow neglected.
it seems like one-sided love
but i seriously hope its
not what i think.
if you understands me
u will know that
i loves you alot.
dont take advantage of it.
i love you.

-kicked aside-
-depressed-
-souless-
-joel-